Well then, 

alittlepieceof-sarah:

I’m just..going to keep driving, and I should get off my phone.

Ok, I love you.

Well then, 

alittlepieceof-sarah:

They might not take my place but my place is going to become the one of that annoying kid from back home who wont stop calling.Things are going to change, we call all deny it as much as we want but inside don’t you know it’s inevitable? 

But it’s a St.James things..mess everything up so much that there’s not way to fix any of it.

Can you like stop thinking so negatively, please? You won’t become that person, we can make it work, but only if you think we can. Cause if you don’t then what’s the point on trying.

You haven’t ruin everything, it was one relationship. Not your entire life.

Favorite Fictional Friendships
Hanna Marin & Spencer Hastings from Pretty Little Liars

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“Why Don’t You Love Me?” - Hot Chelle Rae (feat. Demi Lovato)

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Well then, 

alittlepieceof-sarah:

I’m too young for a lot of things, Kylie. Bella is going off to college at the end of the year and you’re going to Texas. How are we supposed to keep a friendship going like that? You two are..amazing, and great friends and you’re going to meet new people there, new people that you’ll call your sisters, and have little nicknames for a trust them with every secret you have. And I’ll be here in New York, with my dad. I know you two are leaving, and I can accept that it’s good for you two to start fresh and that it’s just what comes after highschool. But you’re my two..only best friends, and knowing I’m going to loose you both..hurts, more than you know.

And knowing..that I’m becoming exactly what my dad was, and still is..makes everything feel even worse.

No no no! Its true we are going to meet new people Sarah but they could never replace you. Because they didn’t grew up with us, they don’t share many many years of jokes and tears, support and love. My love for you is never going to change, and no one will ever tale your place. Don’t even think about that, and I know its going to be hard but will keep in touch. Plus Bella is going to be here at NYC, you’ll have her next to you. And I’ll be a call away, plus I’ll be coming once a month for my job.

You are not becoming like your father Sarah, you’re your own person so don’t think like that cause it won’t help you.

Well then, 

alittlepieceof-sarah:

But it’s hard, I…when everyone is telling you that you’re so this and you’re so that..I don’t want to let them down, or to slip up. I know..there were amazing moments and..well more than amazing moments. But I gave him..everything, everything I had and could possibly give him and just like everyone else, he left. And it just gets to this point where..I don’t want to do it anymore. I don’t want to be around to let everyone down anymore, or not be enough for people, or..feel how much it hurts for people to leave.

I know its hard to live to other peoples expectations, trust me I know this better than anyone else. But then you have to learn it doesn’t really matter if you let people down, cause the people that really love you will be there to help you get back up. Cause that’s what we do for you, because we love you. Don’t talk like that Sarah, it worries me. I’m never going to leave you, neither is Bella and the rest of your true friends. You are to young to give up.

Well then, 

alittlepieceof-sarah:

But I’m not..everyone keeps saying the same thing. That I’m this..strong person, but what if I don’t live up to be that person? I’m not strong..I cry behind closed doors and miss him..all the time. Is that being strong? No. It’s..relying and trusting someone else with your whole heart and having them move across the country. I’ve dealt with people leaving before, mom, dad, more times that I can count, but I..I really never thought he would leave..and that was stupid.

Sarah… You don’t have to cry behind doors, you can come and cry on my shoulder that what friends are for. You don’t have to live to anyone expectations, even strong people are aloud to break Sarah. And you have been through so much, I admire you. And I know you trusted him like no one in this world, but you can’t cry because is over, you should smile because it happened. Cause even though it hurts, you know you had beautiful moments that I’m almost sure you don’t regret.

(via team-haleb)

Well then, 

alittlepieceof-sarah:

What am I supposed to wait for? He’s..gone, Kylie. He’s gone and I don’t think he’s coming back. If he was he wouldn’t have left like this.. Yeah, just a year and a half.

Then maybe is time to move on, to focus on other things and maybe start talking to other people. And I know, I know, is easy to say and hard to do. But you are a strong girl with a lot ahead of you.

Well then, 

alittlepieceof-sarah:

But how could it be so easy for him to leave? To let go and just..take all that’s left of my heart with him? I can’t though, he’s my legal guardian.

I don’t know baby girl, for the first time in a long time I have no answer for that. I guess you can only wait and see. Mean while I’m here for you. True that, well you’ll be on legal age to leave soon. Will see then.

Well then, 

alittlepieceof-sarah:

But he was my fiance..we were supposed to get married and..have a future and all of a sudden he just..leaves. And..staying with my dad is brutal and just, see? I need a little while to sort out all this..stuff.

I bet he’s just confused, and all that. He just took the easiest exit he could fine. I told you, you could have come live with me. I knew going back with your dad was a bad idea since the beginning.

Well then, 

alittlepieceof-sarah:

You do? Thank..goodness, okay. I’ll see you when I’m back.

I’ve been there before, and I know that going away for a little does help.

Well then, 

alittlepieceof-sarah:

I don’t know, just anywhere but here for a little while.

I just need sometime to like..I don’t know, deal with all this. 

Oh I see. I understand. Give me a call if you need anything, money or whatever alright?

Well then, 

alittlepieceof-sarah:

I’m hitting the road.

If my dad goes on a rampage because I’m not there, just…hide in your tornado shed things.

Where are you going?

I’m moody. 

unholy-quinn:

I wouldn’t even let you both out of my grasp. Sam had to wait until I fell asleep so he could get to hold you both. When I found out he’d been doing that, I started to keep an eye on him when I was getting tired. But after about a week, I loosened up and he got more time with you guys. And we will do a photoshoot together. You are not taking her away from me! I get too attached.

Oh good poor dad, he just wanted time with his kids mom. But that’s a funny story, I can totally picture dad just looking at the watch waiting for you to fall asleep. Sounds good. But don’t forget I’m pretty sneaky mom, I’ll take her away when you’re not watching and just leave a note in her place.

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